Thoughts and feelings

As the year and my two weeks' holiday draws to a close, I keep thinking about many things, to the point where I suddenly feel depressed. I think I feel depressed cos my holiday is coming to an end and I spent 5 days of those two weeks nursing a horrible illness that I have never gotten in such magnitude. And I am still coughing and having a throat that hurts like a bitch.

And my dolly friend is leaving for the US soon. Good part is, my Coach purchases and dolly purchases 终于有着洛了！The bad part is, there will be no one for me to call during office hours when I need to bitch for 5 seconds (or maybe more) and to share dolly news etc. It is only for one year though, next X'mas 阿桃的妈妈 will be back in SG :)

Wish my holiday can continue on and on but I know that will not be possible, I will have to start work soon. Just wish soon would not be THAT soon. Haha!

What have I achieved this year? Other than infuriating traders and annoying my family and co-workers? Hmmm hardly anything else :-p I am not a very ambitious person where work is concerned, so I hardly ever set targets for myself. I would rather succeed in life in other ways. Different people have different ways of achieving fulfillment in life, and mine is quite simple: to be happy.

What makes me happy?
- The doorbell ringing and my parcel being delivered.
- Being able to have uninterrupted sleep till the morning when I wake up on my own.
- Receiving emails/calls etc asking how I am :)
- Being loved/being in people's thoughts in a pleasant way.
- People asking me things/confiding in me because they trust me.
- Making people around me happy.
- Lying in bed watching one movie after another in high-definition.
- Reading fashion magazines one after another and remembering the outfits celebs wear to premieres.
- Being in tip top shape/health.
- Everyone around me being in tip top shape/health.
- World peace. This one is less important to me, but should be important to everyone.

See? Not everything in my list has to do with $$$$$$$ de ok! There's no LV/Prada/Gucci/Burberry Black Label in the list! Those are tangible, transient things in life. They make you happy, but they don't keep you happy. You need to live a happy life before you can be considered happy.