Do not save me!

The fever I've had in the past four days set me thinking... if my fever got so bad that I lose consciousness or my brain gets damaged from it, what do I want the people around me to do? Try their best to resuscitate me? Or just let me go?

I think I prefer them to just let me go if the chances are pretty high that I will not regain consciousness. I don't even need 'beyond reasonable doubt'. Cos I watched the show on TV which Christopher Lee hosted abt the girl who had fever and fits and a viral infection that affected her brain... she is totally dependent on people for all of her basic needs etc. I mean, I admire the family's courage to keep going and not losing hope, but I told my mum the other day when I was having fever that if it ever came to that situation, just let me go. Do not waste time and money trying to keep me or a shell of me alive.

She said I never write a will and there are no witness leh. But I wrote a note here and all of you read it so all of you can be my witness :D

I DO NOT WANT TO BE RESUSCITATED IF I AM A PIECE OF CAI SIM. DO NOT SAVE ME.